While the street lights are still on and the night is still the color of the sky, we wait for the pain to recess and vanish. And we hope and pray that it will be soon. Piper was having a long moment with the worst kind of pain possible, and there did not seem to be any relief in sight. It has already been about a week, and Piper had not been able to do anything at all, the pain that she was having was a daily event, that did not stop at all. It was a matter of how do you want to endure the next few minutes, before she had to change positions, the pain continued with each change of movements. The positions did not matter, nor did the heating pad that she was also using to sidestep the pain also. They did not work, nothing worked, and it was getting so old, that there had to be something that would make the changes that needed to be done to relieve the pain that had been shooter thought her back, forever and a day. It was something that was not expected or desired. How could anyone desire to have pain for a continuing five or six days, with nothing that worked, to change the level of pain?
Okay, enough about that, things that we cannot change at the moment, Piper was in pain because she had a thing or two that went wrong with her back, so for the time being she does, and will have to live with it, and just try and make the most of it. It could always be worst, and we are not going to take time to think about how bad it could be. We are just going to be thankful that it is what it is, something that we do not like, and something that we did not ask for, but something that is just part of the daily toil on the body. It is a pain that will not last forever and that sooner or later the medical community with be sorted thought, and a pain solution will be found.
Nacho had a lot of junk he had collected over the years while he was doing his travels across California and Nevada in his RV, looking for life. He had lost the dream girl of his life because, he was a crock, and he was able to justify everything that he did. He had a reason and another person to point the fingers at for the things that he did to get even, when the time came for the separating of the parties of dream mates. Piper and Nacho were back together for now, and Nacho was the one that had gotten the short end of the stick. We were talking about the history of Nacho, and how he had nothing to do with his time, except driving back and forward between houses of his family members. I wonder how long a person could stand being a nomad person without house or home? How can you just travel around without a purpose except to stay alive, and not get the most out of your time?
Nacho, had a RV and a van, and he was getting around on an expired license, and he wanted to take Piper’s car also, with the three scooters, and two trailers to take alone as well. When Nacho went off he, had no plans and no goals, other than to remove his personal belongings out the reach of Piper, without thoughts on where to take it all, this was done just because. The reasons do not make sense, and it is something that is not being address completely, and it seems that there are more issues that have not been resolved. It is kind of hard to tell a person that he has to have more going for his self then that, how can you tell a person that there is more to living than drifting from one beach to another. The lessons have not been learned yet, that you have to take responsibility for your own actions and man up sometime.
I have been listening to the stories of both Piper and Nacho, the events that lead to a lot of misunderstandings, and more points of views then necessary, and the problems that were caused. The thing of the matter is that there was a lack of communication going on and it was a choice that was not considerate, to stop for the moment, and talk about where the path, was taking them. It was a matter of change that had not been addressed and it has still not been completely covered yet. Piper was the type of person that like to look at the big picture, more than the little picture, so she can get carried away with plans that cover a long time period. The daily events that are needed to get there are sometimes not taken into consideration, as needed to make a real plan that can be carried out by steps over time. So the plan was that it needed to change after two years, and they could not agree on what that meant.
Nacho thinks that marriage at this point is the answer, not sure what that will solve, other than to secure his future. Nacho was a grasshopper, and he had a lot of fun during his life time. When or during the time when he was a minor, Nacho saw his self as the king of the castle that his father had created. It was a bad example of the American male mate; he was the kind of man, that talked with his hands. When he got angry he did a lot of talking with his hands, mostly on Nacho mother he talked the most with his hands. That was until Nacho got bigger and larger, and he was able to do the rite of passage that comes early in the males in Nacho ‘s family, and the other male family members, according to Nacho of course. This is one of the problems that have never been faced by Nacho, and it is not something that he is proud of and he does not talk about it much. He does say that he got upset with his father for all the talking with his hands that he did on his mother, up to the point he had to tell his father that his company was no longer desired in the family unit. Can you see the picture of this big kid of thirteen telling his daddy to leave and not come back because he was a devil with anger in his hands? Maybe that is not the way he would put it, it is just the way that the story sounded to me. Nacho is not proud of the fact that his daddy was a physical abuser, and he acted out for anger issues more than once or twice. And so Nacho learned that lesson and was able to keep away from that type of abuse.
Nacho had learned the lesson from his daddy about hitting women, and he learned how to work around that fact, and has perfected it already. He talks down to the women that are in his life starting with his mother, and all the way down to his bald-headed baby, to the little lady, Piper as well. He does not see it that way, and calls it talking crazy, and it is to be excused because he did not mean it. So what do you call the facts of the matter, the verbal abuse and the mental abuse that he learned, and does not have to be addressed at all? It is something that is a way of life, and it is not ever addressed most of the time, because the label is that it is just crazy talk, and not serious. It is also a matter of honesty and willingness to commit to change. So far the plans have been discussed on the matter of change , is the locations to live. Both agree that the desert heat and the lack of interesting places yet to explore, have been done to the fullest, and there are no more mysteries left. It is one thing of looking at the fact that the heat of the desert drives out a lot of desires for a lot of people, if they do not have to stay there. And it is a stop in for a few days and leave to go somewhere else, kind of place is what the desert, now represents.
Have to look at the other factors that have not changed, and the fact that the dumb lack of hair issues and those points of views have been covered, and hopefully that part of his kid is done. Really that bald-headed baby must have more going on, that lack of natural hair on body is done, and will not have to be addressed again. The example for a lack of natural hair is Tina Turner, who had a accident when she was younger, and caused her hair to fall out, as in not ever have any head again, it will never grow back. And Tina Turner does not talk about being bald-headed at all. She created a line of wigs instead, so the kid does need to get over her head of hair, and find something else to talk about. I am as sick as Piper of hearing about her lack of hair, and how life is so bad because she has to wear a wig. It is a way of life for the races that like long for better hair.
The funny thing is that during this period of adjustment, Nacho wants to take out the stories that were told about the breakup during the months of May-July, as if they can be forgotten. It is something that he wants done to protect the name of the kids, that are no longer minors, and the story is not pretty. It was a point of view that was not desired, and the stories were to close to home. The names had not been changed, and the effect could continue for a long time. That is what happens when you write about events, and tell the people that matter, and the people that have more time on their hands. It is a story that is personal, and it was shared, and the others and their bad behavior was touched on as well. The real story is not the same as the story that was told, just because the others sides were not present, and they were not shared, and the story is just one point of view.
This is such a sad story, and it is so personal for Piper and Nacho, but they wanted to help others with the actions that were taken, and look back on the results of those actions. It kind of like justify what you do, and have done that you was not happy doing, but that is what happened kind of thing? I know it did not sound right. Here I will try again, they wanted to share their experiences so that you can learn from their mistakes, is the reason why I have taken time to let you know, what they did and said for the record. Not that we are taking this to a place where law is written as the focus of the day, just that it happen already and history was noted, because of the expiration of the time frame in question. Over time that changes regardless how much you want to turn back time, it will never happen, going back to a better time period you had. Believe me, if it was possible to bottle up time, then I am sure a fortune could be made, put a copywriter on it and take it to market, would be the order of the day, for a product like that. Dream on, time to wake up, it has not happen, and it is not in the works anywhere, to bottle up time for sale.
This is part of the story that Piper and Nacho wanted to say also, that you can never go back, and it is always a mistake to think that you can forget the hurt, that broke you apart, was just a lack of faith period. You did not stop to ask the questions that you were having, because you wanted to make new plans, or you had issues with how you looked. Piper’s thing was that she knew that a cycle was two years, and Nacho was right, after time stopped for her, it was about time to create another plan to go forward. It was another cherry event for her, and she was not able to let Nacho know, so that he would understand, so she started to forget him when he sent her to the doctors by herself.
There was one time, Nacho had better things to do, and Piper went on her own, and got lost for two hours trying to get to the doctors. Nacho stopped with the trips inside with Piper to the doctors. In the beginning he liked being seen with her in the hospital, and that was one of the things that they had done together. I think in Piper mind, that was also a little death for her, and she was not able to address Nacho lack of interest in her. Nacho forgot, that the reason they had gotten alone so well, is that they spent all of their time together, from morning to night. Piper was not able to pick point exactly why they were able to live together, and be together every day, and every night. The times that they spent on the road in the RV, and in the van, or in the car, trying to get to the beach or to the doctors, they were together all of the time, when that time stopped for them, they were both clueless. The facts are in and it has been recorded, that it was the lack of so many factors that lead to their breakup.
You know that this is an ongoing story, and I cannot say what you can learn from Nacho and Piper, it is a simple story of a man and a woman, and what happen to them. They have different parts of their story to share, and it will come and go as reflections or visions from the future, not sure what that means. Just want to take the time out to let you know that your experiences are lessons on how to act. You can share what has happen to you and let others know what the outcome was just so that they can save time for bigger and better things that come their way. Or not, because you have better things to do, then write about the things that you learned from alone your daze here on earth, it is something else that you can take with you, when you expired. This is just my point of view, from a mad hatter’s position of looking in the lives of the dreams, wishers, and planners, and the song singers, and others that live off the words created, out of the feelings that they know. Talk about the issues, so that you do not have to repeat again, and again because the wrongs were not corrected.
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